As soon as i think I’ve run out of tears Here comes the next flash flood ꩜
As soon as i think Clarity is in reach shimmering waters turn to mud ꩜
As soon as i think there’s a straight road ahead Sharp turns disorient me ꩜
As soon as i think I’ve found solid ground I’m swept away to the sea ꩜
Change is my only constant Yet it still unsettles me There is no growth without pain And yet it still brings anxiety
But I know I am strong I can handle all that comes my way For that, I refuse to give up now And I will stand to live another day
Fin♡
I can’t recall when I wrote this one, but it fits nicely with the 1st Quarter Moon reading I posted today, which you can find on IG through the link or view in the images below.
I gave you what you asked for but you didn’t believe it I showed you the proof but you pretended not to see it You asked for treasure so I gave you a map You deemed it missing when it didn’t fall in your lap
Silly rabbit, tricks are for kids Can’t pull it out of a hat, you gotta work for it You have everything you need, I just need you to try And when it gets hard, I got Kleenex idc if you cry
You have wings baby and it’s time for you to fly Jump out the nest even though it’s high It’s harder to choose faith then it is to choose fright But trust me when I say it’s all gonna be alright
You don't have to be fixed on endurance right now. You're limit has been pushed recently. You can slow down. It's okay. In fact, it's that time of year.
The Sun will enter Aquarius today. Fixed winter. The year of 9 - The Hermit
All this to say... Hunker down. Hibernate, Speak with the Hermit (You/God). It's not a request, but a must.
Keep working on yourself, yes! Treat it like a sprint, no! You have to permission to go slow. Endurance is your friend but Burnout is your foe.
Speaking of foes, Someone in your midst is struggling. There is a time of reckoning with them; On both sides. You both walk Different paths.
Accept your direction. Leave them to their journey, hold your gaze of love. Sympathize from a distance and harbor your energy.
Venus is going to enter her shadow soon. Look back 8 years ago and reflect On your life at that time. There's a correlation, a repeating theme Presenting itself now. Again, acknowledgment and processing requires energy too.
And you, my friend need it. For you... have a vision to develop You are bringing something to life You are carrying a seed of magnificent change.
And in it's dark sleep, your creation needs love. Water. Warmth. Stillness. This stillness (if you allow it) will usher in a clear sight of every one and every thing in your radius.
So, ask:
What am I birthing now? Who am I? How do I see the world? What do I want to see in the world?
Then cultivate that change, starting with your life first. Be the change. The advocate. The voice. The call. It starts with you And reflects in your world. And you're making sense of this now.
The time to sow this seed will be the 27th of January, the New Moon of Aquarius. Give yourself the gift of awareness to cultivate inspired action.
Remember to be patient with yourself. You're not going to know everything, Or be "perfect" when starting something new. You're vulnerable. Let God take care of you. Pray to your angels as your cartilage hardens into bone.
Hold on tightly to gratitude and take note of the experience. You have the power to shift your narrative and to leave behind the previous ones you have outgrown.
I'm proud of you. So much so. Your fight, your resilience. Rest... rest as much as you can So your fatigue will cease. And remember, please... to embrace love at every opportunity.
You corrupted me with your anger As if I didn't have enough of my own I see now how you'd feed me to flames All for a seat on some fragile throne
The alarm bells sounded off loudly Yet I ignored the signs of intrusion I gave too much love and compassion To a man who's heart is small... Forsaken and broken
Your fraudulence is clear now My body shows evidence in scars May you never know comfort When you look in the mirror May you see nothing but evil in The deceitful monster you are
In seven years I will regenerate My skin will soften and renew All while you contend with Your lack of soul and spirit
May the Gods never waste their blessings On pitiful scum like you.