As soon as i think I’ve run out of tears Here comes the next flash flood ꩜
As soon as i think Clarity is in reach shimmering waters turn to mud ꩜
As soon as i think there’s a straight road ahead Sharp turns disorient me ꩜
As soon as i think I’ve found solid ground I’m swept away to the sea ꩜
Change is my only constant Yet it still unsettles me There is no growth without pain And yet it still brings anxiety
But I know I am strong I can handle all that comes my way For that, I refuse to give up now And I will stand to live another day
Fin♡
I can’t recall when I wrote this one, but it fits nicely with the 1st Quarter Moon reading I posted today, which you can find on IG through the link or view in the images below.
You don't have to be fixed on endurance right now. You're limit has been pushed recently. You can slow down. It's okay. In fact, it's that time of year.
The Sun will enter Aquarius today. Fixed winter. The year of 9 - The Hermit
All this to say... Hunker down. Hibernate, Speak with the Hermit (You/God). It's not a request, but a must.
Keep working on yourself, yes! Treat it like a sprint, no! You have to permission to go slow. Endurance is your friend but Burnout is your foe.
Speaking of foes, Someone in your midst is struggling. There is a time of reckoning with them; On both sides. You both walk Different paths.
Accept your direction. Leave them to their journey, hold your gaze of love. Sympathize from a distance and harbor your energy.
Venus is going to enter her shadow soon. Look back 8 years ago and reflect On your life at that time. There's a correlation, a repeating theme Presenting itself now. Again, acknowledgment and processing requires energy too.
And you, my friend need it. For you... have a vision to develop You are bringing something to life You are carrying a seed of magnificent change.
And in it's dark sleep, your creation needs love. Water. Warmth. Stillness. This stillness (if you allow it) will usher in a clear sight of every one and every thing in your radius.
So, ask:
What am I birthing now? Who am I? How do I see the world? What do I want to see in the world?
Then cultivate that change, starting with your life first. Be the change. The advocate. The voice. The call. It starts with you And reflects in your world. And you're making sense of this now.
The time to sow this seed will be the 27th of January, the New Moon of Aquarius. Give yourself the gift of awareness to cultivate inspired action.
Remember to be patient with yourself. You're not going to know everything, Or be "perfect" when starting something new. You're vulnerable. Let God take care of you. Pray to your angels as your cartilage hardens into bone.
Hold on tightly to gratitude and take note of the experience. You have the power to shift your narrative and to leave behind the previous ones you have outgrown.
I'm proud of you. So much so. Your fight, your resilience. Rest... rest as much as you can So your fatigue will cease. And remember, please... to embrace love at every opportunity.
The Nightingale's Tale 